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Q: Is it possible that I have schizophrenia? If not, how do I expunge my name?
In August last year, I bought a poster of a celebrity and his face seemed to move. I felt he had access to my mind. There were too many coincidences going on. I even made a list of qualities for my Mr. Right and, strangely, at least, in my head, he had everything. On one of the DVDs of the celebrity, I noticed a pair of eyes that were moving. I felt that he was watching me but, of course, he wasn’t. It just seemed so real. One of the movies seemed so personal–that my story was being told, but it was just a coincidence. I understand this to be delusional and psychotic that I felt so connected. It didn’t help that I was obsessed with the celebrity.
One time I was praying, I opened my eyes and I saw him in my room looking at me and I was afraid (visual hallucination). I felt like he was literally in my house, sometimes I felt he was inhabiting my body. So I went to see the school psychiatrist and he said I couldn’t possibly have schizophrenia because my thinking is fine, but that I have some psychotic symptoms and my mind is playing a trick on me–that I don’t know when fantasy ends and reality begins. He prescribed abilify and it helped a lot. Because I still felt monitored by the celebrity, I saw a counselor and another psychiatrist. They wrote down some inaccurate notes about me (I know because I later looked at them) and wrote on my record that I have schizophrenia and psychosis. I went online to look up schizophrenia and I only have two of the symptoms, which is my delusion and visual hallucination. It’s just a coincidence that I haven’t worked that much, have lost my friends, and attempted suicide a few times. I think I had a brief psychotic episode that lasted for two-three months. They told me that it’s genetic, but no one in my family has it. I read somewhere online that if your hallucinations and delusions don’t last for up to 6 months or a year, it’s not schizophrenia.
My “case manager” told me last year that I can’t dispute it, but the first psychiatrist I saw said I don’t have schizophrenia and I can stop taking my medication after a little while. He told me not to worry because I was taking a small dosage. But the second psychiatrist said I can’t afford to stop otherwise my symptoms will come back. I stopped taking Risperdal (the second psychiatrist prescribed it) for three months and I feel completely fine except that I have suicidal thoughts, which has nothing to do with schizophrenia (a bunch of bad things happened to me when I was young and some supernatural powers were involved. I tried to explain to the counselor and she concluded that I was insane. It’s not something that counselors/psychologists can help me with so please don’t suggest that I should talk to someone). What do you think of my situation? If I don’t have schizophrenia, how do I go about expunging my name? My former counselor told me that they’ll keep my record for 7 years.
Conatus I don’t think there’s anything wrong with keeping a file for 7years unless it is inaccurate. Much of what was documented about me were lies. The counselor was being spiteful and evil. If anybody reads that they’ll think I am a threat to society and I’m really not.
A: I went through a series of psychotic episodes (hallucinations and delusions)..
your case sounds alot like mine, but a bit more hectic. i was on respirdal and an anti depressant.. and i found they helped.
no one in my blood family that i know of has ever had anything like what ive had..
i don’t think you’re schizophrenic, but i’m not qualified to say that, and its highly unlikely any one else on this site is either.
I think my biggest advice is keeping away from self diagnosing on the internet and go find a phsychiatrist you feel comfortable around. what could would searching for answers online do when they could be wrong? theyll create more delusions in your mind.
The pshyc i had was excellent, we shared alot of same experiences and he had alot of insight.. we used to just chat, not even about the problems and he helped me find my way out 
and as for the record, i think it’s helpful? if something happens in the next 7 years you don’t have to go through talking about it all over again and explaining all the previous things. they can just pick it up, read it and get on with the present .
stay positive and hang in there
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